Today a year ago. A year void in the evenings Thursday are not satisfied with your smile, your way, with you. A year in which we are moved and cheered with all their willpower. A year in which things do not make much more sense. Has not a single day that I do not remember you. In any event, you’re in my mind … Today, you did more still missing. When Meredith needed someone, you were there, and not today. That killed me. Me just know that you will not hold his nephew, who will not be there when Zola grow and even when Sofia form. Just me and the fact you’re gone, and I honestly wonder: WHY? Why just you? I like to think you’ve gone to a better place. Where are you being happy with your Sloan side by side, and looking for all. You were there, holding the hand of Mer, even if we do not see. You’ll always be there at all times, whether good or bad. It is love that is not measured, is longing that will not fit chest … I’m sorry to miss you, Alexandra Caroline Grey. R.I.P. - 17/05/2012 - 1 year of death of Lexie Grey.